This is New and i Love it!

Life is diffrent now...... C is here and i couldn't be happier but then again i can....... I still miss everyone but i can only do so much. I love my mom but she hurt me and she will never know. I miss her But i don't miss her and their are reasons i don't understand myself. Everything is so much better. I know that I still wish i wasn't here but i can't help but be glad. So i know that life for me may never be the same but i can't help but hope that maybe just maybe it would be similar to what it used to be. The days go by so fast that i have no i Idea half the time what day it is. hahaha lol