You tell me?!!!!!!!!!..........

I am away from everyone I care about. I can't cry any more it has become too incovenent to do so. No one sees the pain but i don't show it but do feel it. People read what i write but they don't say if they like it. I would like it if i was crazy that would explain why i am this way but people who are crazy don't know or they are. So I must not be then. Can any hear me i may be quite but I do know what goes on for Girl as young as I. I was once that i should as a kid. Then not to long later they told that i was an adult the day my grandpa passed. It was new at first but then everything is. I would wish that someone would just come, someone magical to take me away to some where new. Not gonna happen but good to dream. I need know what y'all think so tell me am Strange or just something else.
NightnGale

Must be......!

Is it possble to miss the way i do? Times where the heart aches to the point of pain? Maybe that is life for everyone to know pain in the worst to the nonworst times in life so you feel the lonleyness that eats you inside so you feel nothing and hear nothin. Then someone comes along and shares the same pain and your sunddley not alone any more. That is what life is. to feel what it was like before them then to hold them close and never let them go. To feel hole again.

I hate you but I can't stop loving you!!!!!!!!!

I am moving faster then I anticipated. I can't have anyone slow me down but it just don't work. The sky is white but the world is black. where do i go next. I hate you, you messed up my life and made me feel week but then again I land on my feet when I fall. I hate you but I can't stop loving you. Your everything to me and i don't know what to say but good luck in making your life better for mine has just begun.

it is cold and the world is a lot slower then if once seemed. there is no going back but then again there never was. i once looked forward to having dreams but now i dream things i dont want to at all. at night it rains even though the skys during the day are cloudless.the night is my time that i love so it rain my tears that i cant. for others also that need a rainy night.

share no sympathy

i am leaving and there seams to be no where to hide. i feel so sad at times that i have no air to breathe. i want to cry but no time nor place to do so. but in my heart i cry where no one can hear or chooses to but that is what it is about. till someone is willing to listen to what your heart says and what your soul sings then you must be alone so i guess you can know what it is to feel what the peace someone you love may bring you.
NightnGale