You tell me?!!!!!!!!!..........

I am away from everyone I care about. I can't cry any more it has become too incovenent to do so. No one sees the pain but i don't show it but do feel it. People read what i write but they don't say if they like it. I would like it if i was crazy that would explain why i am this way but people who are crazy don't know or they are. So I must not be then. Can any hear me i may be quite but I do know what goes on for Girl as young as I. I was once that i should as a kid. Then not to long later they told that i was an adult the day my grandpa passed. It was new at first but then everything is. I would wish that someone would just come, someone magical to take me away to some where new. Not gonna happen but good to dream. I need know what y'all think so tell me am Strange or just something else.
NightnGale